Dee Guu.. sad

懂事以来，

第一次在爸妈面前哭了起来.

第一次感到这么的无助，

多么的伤心，

他们说不开心就回家吧

我心里只想说，

就算回家，

结果还是会一样的...

我真的很久没开心过了...

=(

莫名其妙 =_=

She is very weird

full of curiosity and asked for my updates

i told her everything included my thoughts

she seems disagreed

and i FEEL that she thought like this

"WATEVER la..its your career..your decision"

and later on she got pissed off

when i took her job as an example

and she told me seriously

"Don't take my previous job as an example."

then she offline and ciao angrily

in fact she really had a bad mentor in her previous employment

sien diao

she always care about me

and will ask about my progress here whenever she saw me online

but seriously

i feel that she doesn't really care about me la..

i mean..not from her True Heart

I am too Sensitive i guess??

this is just what i think

If you just wanna find someone to chat with u

just fill up your free time when u are boring

chat for something else

If you wanna care about the person

please at least show your sincerity

u might have shown it

but be frankly i did not feel it =.=

don't be so fake please.

FAK YIU~

All the above is just my feeling and thoughts.

Don't take it seriously ya~ =)

抉择

Decision is very hard when you think about Money in your career.

Especially when you need it for living.

Anyway, I have decided what to choose now...at this moment lol

hopefully i won't change my mind by Monday.

Cause it'd been bothering me for the whole night.

I am just 23 this year (but turning 24 very soon =.=)

Yup, I am young enough to pursuit my dream.

And what I really need to make up my mind is

The Reasons that I really wanna get a job here

1. Learning / Experince

2. Money

3. English

4. Dream -- haha =P

Experience/Learning comes first.

It does not mean that I cannot learn in Msia

But I have this kind of thought that I can learn faster in SG.

(Prove me if I were wrong)

The amount of money that I am going to give up is really alot.

But like what Hippo told me

look at the Bright side

the things you are going to explore

will be more valuable than the amount of money

you earn in the other company

Seriously

Experiences Are Priceless

I am still young and I still can earn alot of money

when I have a stronger "Weapon" with me

And I think at the moment

I am pursuing the excellence of work and getting recognition

which this really makes me feel excited

instead of getting more money income

-Never Have Regrets-

Hope that this is my first decision and Last =)

Good night Balls.