Thursday, December 29, 2011

夜夜笙歌


我喜欢安安静静的晚上
喜欢这种平平安安的感觉
坐在书桌前又没作业作
会有很多思念和想法

想起了年头2011
在电台混了大半年
浪费很多宝贵的时间
最爱的外公在年初八走了
泪洒了整年都没能真正放得下
然后在家颓废了2个月
终于在6月踏出人生重要的一步
痛苦地放下了一切
7月开始了人生的新一页

8月得了个恶讯
加上事业难走的路
面对了人生中很困难的日子
不眠不休的工作
加上心理的压力
真的
我差点崩溃

无论如何
熬过来了
事情在慢慢的变好
至少它正朝着我想象的景象去
但还可以更好

虽然年尾给我一个大礼
损失惨重
但我还是第一次这么开心的接受它
或许
我经已把很多事情都看得很开了
也可以讲我乐观吧

虽然明年犯太岁
运程并没有很好
我只求大家身体健康
开开心心
就够了
能不能升职加薪
也是其次
大家平平安安就好

希望不好的都在2011来了
接下来都会是好的 =)


新年快乐!!

2011年一部分的礼物
(发觉照片里有3份是来自同一个人,而这个人...我还欠她一份生日礼物!!!!) @.@

失去的也许让你很伤心
但那才会让你知道什么是遗失的美好 =)

Monday, December 26, 2011

2011 - The Last 5 Days

It's going to end real soon.
Time does fly.
Or..
I didn't really utilise it carefully?
hmm..

I won't even realise that I had graduated since 2011 May
until I read my funky blog

It's going to be 2 years since I graduated!!
Dam!!!
But I am like still the same
Progressing slowly
Having my own sweet time
And now Eat Sleep Play & Dream at home!
I can't really take it.

It's time to pack myself up
Do some planning
And get closer to my promises and commitments to myself and others!

Feel dam useless now
sitting in the house and can't even DRIVE
@.@

Baby~ Can you please recover a little bit faster?
like...Tomorrow??!!


I WISH I COULD BACK TO WORK..... T_T

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Walalalala~

昨晚和过去在聊时
过去告诉我
我没有很珍惜自己的朋友
对于一个重感情的我来讲
我吓到
我想了想
是吗?

或许有吧
我很常take people in granted
不过所有他们对我做过的
我欠人的我都不会忘记
或许是我不懂的做人?

不管以前的我怎样
做了什么
亏了谁
你们对我的恩
我并没有忘记过
我错的
SORRY!!

况且
在我心目中
你们永远是最让我奋不顾身的好朋友

=)


今年的汤圆~

不够吃.... T_T

Saturday, December 10, 2011

很久很久。。。

很久很久没有进来了,
并不全因工作太忙,
只是自己有点懒,
有几次在新国log in 了,
想把那些不顺心的事都写出来,
结果不小心睡着了,哈哈

这个晚上很特别,
有难得一见的月食,
但我完全无动于衷,
陪了家人一整天,
心想,
“如果可以天天酱就好咯~” =)

现在这个时候,
还不想睡,
觉得晚上静得有点恐怖,
觉得很空虚,
很寂寞,
身边不再像以前那样拥有一大堆的朋友,
少了很多欢乐的声音,
很怀念跟朋友嘻嘻哈哈的日子,
hmm。。
看来我还需要时间去适应这样的生活。
心胸也要再持续的放大,
加油,诚。

希望时间过得慢些,
因为明天又要回去了,
唉,不想做工 =S


**前天在演唱会里被歌神的声音感动到流泪,人老了,比较感性? =_=
**我此终要讲:我的手掌跟张学友的sai si一样样!!XD





~适应与成长中。。。~

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

痛恨自己

如果当初从营里出来后,
就积极去找工作,
或许现在,
我不用酱伤心,
爸爸不用酱操劳,
妈妈不用酱寂寞,
弟弟也不会酱依赖我们。

就是因为自己的懒散,
所有事情都被拖慢了下来,
今天的伤心,
不开心,
绝望,
全是自己造成的。

我不能怪谁,
只能怪自己,
我痛恨自己,
现在什么也做不到,
只能够祈祷
和努力工作。

但愿爸爸能好好休息,
妈妈能早日康复,
弟弟能生性,
而我也能尽快去争取回我失去的东西,
我会努力的。

请你们等我。


诚永远爱你,们。


-完-

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Dee Guu.. sad

懂事以来,
第一次在爸妈面前哭了起来.
第一次感到这么的无助,
多么的伤心,

他们说不开心就回家吧
我心里只想说,
就算回家,
结果还是会一样的...


我真的很久没开心过了...
=(

Friday, July 1, 2011

莫名其妙 =_=

She is very weird
full of curiosity and asked for my updates
i told her everything included my thoughts

she seems disagreed
and i FEEL that she thought like this
"WATEVER la..its your career..your decision"

and later on she got pissed off
when i took her job as an example
and she told me seriously
"Don't take my previous job as an example."
then she offline and ciao angrily
in fact she really had a bad mentor in her previous employment

sien diao
she always care about me
and will ask about my progress here whenever she saw me online
but seriously
i feel that she doesn't really care about me la..
i mean..not from her True Heart

I am too Sensitive i guess??


this is just what i think
If you just wanna find someone to chat with u
just fill up your free time when u are boring
chat for something else

If you wanna care about the person
please at least show your sincerity
u might have shown it
but be frankly i did not feel it =.=


don't be so fake please.


FAK YIU~



All the above is just my feeling and thoughts.
Don't take it seriously ya~ =)

抉择

Decision is very hard when you think about Money in your career.
Especially when you need it for living.

Anyway, I have decided what to choose now...at this moment lol
hopefully i won't change my mind by Monday.
Cause it'd been bothering me for the whole night.

I am just 23 this year (but turning 24 very soon =.=)
Yup, I am young enough to pursuit my dream.
And what I really need to make up my mind is
The Reasons that I really wanna get a job here

1. Learning / Experince
2. Money
3. English
4. Dream -- haha =P

Experience/Learning comes first.
It does not mean that I cannot learn in Msia
But I have this kind of thought that I can learn faster in SG.
(Prove me if I were wrong)

The amount of money that I am going to give up is really alot.
But like what Hippo told me
look at the Bright side
the things you are going to explore
will be more valuable than the amount of money
you earn in the other company

Seriously
Experiences Are Priceless

I am still young and I still can earn alot of money
when I have a stronger "Weapon" with me

And I think at the moment
I am pursuing the excellence of work and getting recognition
which this really makes me feel excited
instead of getting more money income


-Never Have Regrets-


Hope that this is my first decision and Last =)
Good night Balls.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

Happy Father's Day

"Greeting to the tough one in my family =)" - small Gan
"家里的超人" -wq

These 2 sentences make me have a stronger feeling of missing him more.
Tonight, i would supposingly be having a dinner with my family...

I was all the way from KL to Sg on last Tuesday,
it is my 6th day away from home today.
I was staying at home the whole day,
looking at the laptop,
surfing the net, looking for job, sending mails, gaming, etc..
only got to move my ass out from this small cell during lunch and dinner time.

I saw plenty of families came out for dinner tonight.
Everyone is celebrating the Day.
This day has been keep running around my mind for a few weeks.

Last week,
I told myself,
"I must get this job home next week and give it to my greatest warrior as a gift!!"
i believe it will be a priceless but happiest gift ever =)
Somehow,
i was still here in Sg this week,
or maybe next week,
or maybe next next week...
I'd failed the only chance that gave to me...

He is a very successful businessman,
even though he is not as rich as Mark Zuckerberg or Bill Gates or Uncle Lim,
but he raises a family with 3 other people to a healthy and happy and problem-free family.
Our family came from a poor kampung,
His dad never left him a coin
and he started working at age when we were addicting to video/computer games,

From RM0 to RM1,
from feet to car,
from stall to shop
from flat to terrace house,
from single to family,
from nothing to something,
he earns all of it with his bare hands.

He gave birth to me and my brother,
he gives us food, cars, money, education, bed, everything,
he never whines, never complains,
and never stop giving,
all he hopes, is letting us to have a comfortable life,
and be successful man in the future.

He never asks anything from us.
He never takes too.
He knows how to treat people,
even though he never attends courses like PR or psycho,
but he can read your mind well and treat you by following what you preferred.

He is full of white hair now,
hair is falling too.
His hand is pain and it needs long time to cure,
but he is still smiling.
He is still hoping us to have a great life
and he is still giving.

Please forgive me for not coming Home today,
I hope I can go home without disappointing you,
I wanna give you and her an easier life,
I want you worry no more,
at the moment,
I just hope that you are healthy, happy, and safe all the time.


I love you mum and dad.


To the Greatest Warrior,
My Hero, My Idol,

Daddy, Happy Father's Day. =)

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Dee Guu...Jobless

最近一直有这个想法

如果找到工作后
有一段能够维持两年的感情
我就要娶她!!

当务之急还是找份工作先...


唉。。。。 =(

Monday, April 11, 2011

梁心頤 Lara - 我不再怕

她的歌总让我很舒服
觉得她的声音很有感染力
很清晰
很好听

凉凉的晚上
一个人驾着车
在下着雨的高速公路上
忽然听到电台播着这首歌曲
感觉很舒服
但心情也有点忧伤
或许是最近有太多不开心的事情发生了吧

希望所有事情都会好转起来 =)


“鞋字半邊難,難完之后就会系佳,做人一定要信。” - 任达华《岁月神偷》



做人最紧要自强不息,先至可以梦想成真。 (任达华, 29th 香港电影金像奖最佳男主角)

加油啦,大家。

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Dee Guu..

走自己要走的路
做自己想做的事

懒得去理酱多了

朋友?
几个就够。

Sunday, March 6, 2011

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sleep!!!!!!

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Dee Guu... 明天

我一定要请我的公公喝早茶和吃肉骨茶!!

希望你不会嫌弃我这个迟来的早餐...


睡吧!!

明天早点去找你!! =)

Dee Guu... 亲情 。真情

今天终于让我体会到了失去身边最亲爱的人会是怎样的感觉。

这个事实到现在
我还不能相信是真的

这个梦几时才要醒??

Sunday, January 16, 2011

MPRN Team Building wor....

这篇东西是在公司写的
没想过会在公司blog

今天很早6点就到公司了
因为不想把车放在停车场一整天
没安全感 =.=
所以选择跟车来

昨晚完船没有睡
因为怕睡迟
结果3点上床
滚两下就起来了

现在坐在这间充满许多故事的公司里
心里也没有力想酱多
只想睡
因为很累
很没有心情
这两天的行程也不知道到底是怎样的
很不想去啊!!!!!!!!!! >.<

可以怎样??!!
唉~ sienzzzzzzzz!!!!

=(

Dee Guu... 第13星座??

蛇夫座什么料哦??!!
酱我不是变了水瓶座???!!!

痴线!!!

我还是prefer双鱼座!!

Friday, January 14, 2011

Beh Tahan !!!

我是一个蛮emo的人
我说过我不喜欢这种性格

当然我也不喜欢那些chiu kap EMO 的人
真的很顶不顺这种人

一分钟前他/她可以很开心
一眨眼他/她整个人都变了
跟他/她玩,或逗他/她,
他/她都会差点跟你翻脸

虽然讲我也emo
但是也不会到那种地步咯

我自问是个ok相处的人
我相信我也ok让人接受呱 (如果不是请SHOUT!!)

可能
我和他/她是来自不同世界的人?
他/她的chiu kap EMO,
有让我不知所措
Chiu Kap SIENZzz!!

讲讲下都有少少被他/她影响到我的emo-ness...

真的是 BEH TAHAN Aaah~~!!!!!


#看来我还是少一点kaciao他/她好了~#

Double Fishes~

有时可以很理智
有时可以很幼稚

有时可以很开心
有时可以很伤心

有时可以很简单
有时可以很复杂

双鱼座的人就是这样的吗?

某些时候可以把事情看得很开
当自己以为已经成长了的时候
怎知又好像跳回到原点
很矛盾一下

本来开开心心的一天
突然一点小小的事情
因为自己想的太多而变得不开心
到底是想怎样??

老实说

我恨双鱼座的多愁善感

我很讨厌双鱼座的性格!!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

歐陽靖Mc Jin & 陳奐仁Hanjin - Happiness =D

I kinda LOVE this song~ =)

2011

2011年了~
我要时时刻刻提醒自己
我2X岁了!!
洗北!!!
(刘佩诗你也是想款!! XD)

我不会把之前不开心的事带来这年
该过去的就过去
爱情绝对没有绝对!!
我相信更好的会摆在眼前~ =)

今年一定要好好冲刺!!

我的计划:

1. 找份好的工作
2. 老豆老母早退休
3. 娶老婆
4. 环游世界
5. 住洋楼养藩狗

希望可以快快实现!! =D


天公啊~保佑我啊~ =)

Never onwards. I have my words.

没想到
到了今天我还会因为这个人而生气。

我答应自己
从今天起
我不会再去理这个人

他很不负责任的
把所有东西丢下
然后就不理了
而且也从来没有任何通知
我还很傻的相信
我离开后他会帮我

须知我很少会相信人
但我把那信任的一票放错了地方

再加上我知道了他所做了的一切后
我更不会可怜他
也不会再帮他说话

你觉得我很过分
我很烂
我很怎样都好
我不会再理你
你要怎样
是你的事
我不会再浪费我身上的0.01颗细胞
去为了你而牺牲

我会在这里写你
因为你是我的朋友
我不会写那个废材
因为他不是

# Please don't call me BRO, You won't treat your bro like that, dude #

ENJOY YOU LIFE
All the best to you

Dee Guu...Ee

Please be "sang sing"
all we did
are for your own good.

God bless you.